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[06 Apr 2003|11:27am] [ mood | crushed ] sorry i haven't updated in awhile...but things haven't been going great in the bongiovi home. i think it's really gonna happen this time. i think dot and i are calling it quits. it's so weird to put it down in words. i feel like i've been expecting it to happen for such a long time, but to actually say it feels so strange. i know she's cheated on me...and i on her...but i feel like i pushed her to do it. we've grown apart and we try to pretend like we haven't for our family's sake. but i think it's time to move on. i don't even know what i'm saying right now. i'm gonna go think for awhile...this is all alot to deal with right now. Comments: 10 dead wanted disclamer

jumping on the bandwagon... [03 Apr 2003|11:44pm] [ mood | content ] I ____ Jon. Jon is ____. If I were alone in a room with Jon, I would ____. I think Jon should ____. Jon needs ____. Jon will never ____. I want to _____ Jon. Jon can ____ my _____. When I think about Jon, I ____. Someday Jon will _____. Jon reminds me of _____. Without Jon ____. Memories of Jon are ____. Jon can be ____. ____ is how I describe meeting Jon. Worst thing about Jon is ____. Best thing about Jon is _____. Jon _____. you know you want to fill it out! Comments: 2 dead wanted disclamer

[31 Mar 2003|09:10pm] [ mood | hyper ] well my day off was nice, but then it was back to work. we're in cleveland now and we have a show tonight. the crowd here is great and i love this city, but for the next few days it's just traveling and press stuff. our next show is April 3rd in Denver. i'm so tired. but i love what i do, so i shouldn't complain. besides, hearing the crowd is getting me really pumped up. we're gonna have a great show tonight, i can feel it. i feel like opening with "prayer". i better tell the guys. anyway i'll have more time to update tomorrow, i have to get out on stage. later. Comments: wanted disclamer

[28 Mar 2003|03:02pm] [ mood | grateful ] guess what today is?? a DAY OFF!! i'm really happy about this. sorry about the depressing post last night. i just get in those moods sometimes. anyway. since i have the day off i'm relaxing. i woke up late. went downtown and got a coffee and a paper and have just been really lazy since. tomorrow we have a show in Madison, Wisconsin. we're making our way to the other coast. further from home and further from family. Dots not to happy. but the tour is getting closer to an end. well more like it's getting closer to a long break. well i'm out for now. but i'll be back on later if anyone wants to talk. Comments: 3 dead wanted disclamer

these days. [27 Mar 2003|10:18pm] [ mood | crappy ] sometimes i feel like i should give up music. i'm not a kid anymore. sometimes i get this feeling that we're only popular because of the fanbase we built in the 80's and 90's. i don't want to end up like mick jagger and the stones. i don't want to be a joke to the world rather than a rock band. i don't want people to say "God, they're STILL around?" Music and acting are the 2 things in my life that make it worth living. acting i'll always do, but in the music biz it's harder. should i keep going? am i going to end up just playing the same songs that i wrote when i was a kid or are people going to take me serious for what i write now? tonight when i was on stage these thoughts just kept running though my mind. ::sigh:: i dunno. maybe i'm just having a bad night. i have everything a man could want. why am i not happy? Comments: 2 dead wanted disclamer

TRL [26 Mar 2003|02:30pm] [ mood | tired ] Today we have to do Carson's show. Carson Daly always amuses me. Anyway, tomorrow it's off to Buffalo for a show then we start heading to the other coast and away from home. Dorothea isn't to happy about that, but by now she's used to it. i swear either she, richie, tico, david and maybe even heather (locklear) need to get journals. i need some family to comment sometimes. Comments: 4 dead wanted disclamer

new york [25 Mar 2003|02:45pm] [ mood | cranky ] we're in NY now..we'll be in the city for a couple of days..then to buffalo for a show. i was so busy this morning with meet and greet and an interview with a radio station. Then we have Carson Daly's show to do...but for now i'm relaxing. dot called earlier. she always gets so jealous when i'm on the road. she KNOWS what i'm doing right now, yet she insists on calling my cell phone every 5 damn minutes. she really should get a journal so she can know what i'm doing instead of calling me all the damn time. later. Comments: 3 dead wanted disclamer

wow. [24 Mar 2003|11:11pm] [ mood | happy ] tonight's show (in my opinion) was amazing. i watched the goo goo dolls opening set in awe. John Rzeznik is truly a talented man. i had an urge to open with a David Bowie cover (heros) and the guys played it perfect. richie is still taking over the leads on "I'll be there for you" to give me a bit of a break for about 5 mins. There was an amazing feeling in the air during "Undivided" since the war. I dedicated it to all the soldiers over there right now. People were holding up lighters and such. it was just good. I brought a girl on stage (as i usually do) and she started to cry cause she was so happy when i danced with her. i was touched. it's nice to meet fans like that. she told me that she's been to 35 of our shows over the years. to me that's the coolest thing to ever hear from a fan. things like that. not "Oh my God you're so hot" but things like "your song helped me through a bad time" or "i've followed your tour all year". stuff like that is what keeps me going. well i'm going to stay online for anther hour then it's of to bed...we're flying to buffalo in the morning. Comments: 3 dead wanted disclamer

getting excited [24 Mar 2003|07:53pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | screaming fans in the background. ] even after almost 20 years i still get so excited and pumped up before i go on stage. i guess that's a good thing. the goo goo dolls went on stage about 20 mins ago. we're up at 9. hope everything goes well. i'll update after the show. wish me luck. Comments: 4 dead wanted disclamer

tour. [24 Mar 2003|09:31am] [ mood | awake ] well here i am in good old Pittsburg, PA. it's nice being closer to home right now. tomorrow we're headed to Buffalo, NY. that should be fun. though i like the city better. oh well. from here on it's work until Easter. Then i get to go home until May 25th! it's also the end of our tour with the Goo Goo Dolls. so that kinda sucks. but at least i'll be with my family. it's always so weird going home after a tour. it takes a week or so to get back to "normal" life. anyway i'm gonna go check my mail and such. Comments: 5 dead wanted disclamer

word. [23 Mar 2003|10:23pm] [ mood | exanimate ] [ music | black balloon - goo goo dolls ] my friend Jude Law has decided to join us. if you want to add him he's a cool guy. he's in a good mood cause road to perdition is doing well at the academy awards...to bad classic films of mine aren't so lucky. i mean come on! Vampires:Los Muertos was a GOOD low-budget vampire film. Comments: 2 dead wanted disclamer

[23 Mar 2003|07:56pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | never say goodbye - bon jovi ] i really wish my wife and richie had journals. i'm gonna have to convince them. i'm going back out on the road tomorrow. we have a show in Pittsburgh, PA. another show with the goo goo dolls. i love touring with them. John Rzeznik is a really cool guy. after the tour he better keep in touch. well i better get some sleep. we fly out at 5 am. Comments: wanted disclamer

[22 Mar 2003|07:32pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | none. ] man-o-man i'm fuckin tired. got some time off last night so i actually went to the beach. very relaxing. hmm well it's time to go make some new friends. later. Comments: 9 dead wanted disclamer

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